Are you my friend?

Sometimes, I do say lots of petulant words to the world around me.

"Why on earth do you think you have the right to judge me?"
"Why do you want me to agree with things in trend but are completely against my thoughts?"
"Why.........DO I HAVE TO BE THE ONE YOU THINK I SHALL BE?"


Guess the rebellious blood just floods in my veins down there.


And I don't seem to have enough perseverance for a single task or stuff as well.
Bad parts of my personality.

BUT THAT IS JUST ME.


And now, being a college student, everything is just so different from the past.

In addition to sudden independence in need, the way I get along with others is what I care so much about.


Even till today, I still try hard finding balances in relations.


We can't get along with people we aren't that fond of for sure.
But how about the people who we completely don't understand?

I don't know you, and as to you, I'm also nothing but a stranger.
An unconstant relation is what I'm so sick of.


So why should I be the one seeking new friends all the time?
Somehow now I realize, matched friends stay in your heart and you never have to worry about someday you may lose them, coz they are HERE.


Don't ASK for friendship, coz it's just so fucking fake.


It just hurts so much to be disappointed and at the same time you put all the fucking blame on yourself.
It's worth nothing.



Stand right there where I wanna be, then, like attracts like.




True friends stay, so just forget about the fucking friend-seeking problem guys.
Oh and sorry about swearing so much.








Ann