Sometimes, I do say lots of petulant words to the world around me.
"Why on earth do you think you have the right to judge me?" "Why do you want me to agree with things in trend but are completely against my thoughts?" "Why.........DO I HAVE TO BE THE ONE YOU THINK I SHALL BE?"
Guess the rebellious blood just floods in my veins down there.
And I don't seem to have enough perseverance for a single task or stuff as well. Bad parts of my personality.
BUT THAT IS JUST ME.
And now, being a college student, everything is just so different from the past.
In addition to sudden independence in need, the way I get along with others is what I care so much about.
Even till today, I still try hard finding balances in relations.
We can't get along with people we aren't that fond of for sure. But how about the people who we completely don't understand?
I don't know you, and as to you, I'm also nothing but a stranger. An unconstant relation is what I'm so sick of.
So why should I be the one seeking new friends all the time? Somehow now I realize, matched friends stay in your heart and you never have to worry about someday you may lose them, coz they are HERE.
Don't ASK for friendship, coz it's just so fucking fake.
It just hurts so much to be disappointed and at the same time you put all the fucking blame on yourself. It's worth nothing.
Stand right there where I wanna be, then, like attracts like.
True friends stay, so just forget about the fucking friend-seeking problem guys. Oh and sorry about swearing so much.
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1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? finding 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? cool 5. Your father? awesome 6. Your favorite? relax 7. Your dream last night? creepy 8. Your favorite drink? milkshake 9. Your dream/goal? travel 10. What room you are in? study 11. Your hobby? many 12. Your fear? more 13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? LA 14. Where were you last night? home 15. Something that you aren't? bitch 16. Muffins? chocolate 17. Wish list item? Macbookpro 18. Where you grew up? Taipei 19. Last thing you did? drink 20. What are you wearing? pajama 21. Your TV? big 22. Your pet? huh? 23. Friends? sweet 24. Your life? happy 25. Your mood? ok 26. Missing someone? everyone 27. Car? in-need 28. Something you're not wearing? ring 29. Your favorite store? coldstone 30. Your favorite color? black 33. When is the last time you laughed? now 34. Last time you cried? yesterday 35. Who will resend this? guessing 36. One person who emails me regularly? Simone 37. My favorite place to eat? home 38. One place that I go to over and over? LA
After all these days, after all the media around the world discussing, memorizing, mourning over this legendary man in the history, I still can't take the idea that Michael Joseph Jackson, the man who should always exist in our lives, has passed away without any alarm, into my mind.
I didn't know Michael Jackson well, to be honest, even till now, Michael still holds his favorite mysterious image to the world, and of course, to me.
Before his shocking death, I have never tried to deeply understand this man. Although I've known he is an amazing music artist, I didn't know how many great things he had done to this world, his loved ones, and the things he really cared about.
Until today, after I've sit there in front of a TV watching the news reviewing over and over again the video of him lying deadly on a litter in an ambulance leaving the driveway of his home, the big gate, the crowds, shouting fans outside the house, the coverage..........I can't stop crying.
I feel like a part of me has been also taken away as our Peter Pan left us. And it's a really strange emotion and experience for me. Maybe some think I'm a bit overreacted, but my dear friends, after all these years, after I had somehow been foolish guided by rubbish tabloid reports, after I cried over Michael's death, after I tried hard to understand Michael Jackson, in addition to his great music, I found out I was one of those ignorant people who judged Michael out of nowhere.
The evil press teased him as Jacko just because he suffered from vitiligo, a rare skin disease, so he had no choice but to wear makeups to cover the whole face and show the best part of him in front of the world.
What's wrong with that?
He is a superstar. Just like Elvis Presley, the Beatles, and all those greats in the history...
But to me, he is greater.
He loves childen.
Have you heard of his song - Childhood?
He lost his childhood while he was busy recording every successful album and was terrified all the time when his father holding a belt in hands watching he and his brothers practicing.
So he built the Neverland, an amusement park that is for every poor child that needed help.
But in the end, people judged him with ignorance. And some evil children betrayed him for money.
There's a lot I wanna say to you for Michael's sake. To help him, for the tinest bit, let others know, HE IS THE GREATEST ARTIST WHO HAS BEEN MISUNDERSTOOD THE MOST.
I'm not saying he is perfect. He is strange in some ways, but is truly innocent. He just did things at his will no matter others take it or not.
You know what, I support his behavior.
I don't know how to fully express my regret and sadness. uhhhhh I just can't stop crying everytime when I see his greatness.
His love for the world His love for everything
We are sad because you leave, Michael. We miss you so much.
We love you because we know what kind of person you are. We know what you have done to help others.
We lost you. We can never get you back.
Our Peter Pan is nowhere to be found on this land. But he will always live in our hearts, our memories, our history, our generation.
Truly, he is, and will always be a great man that worth looking up to.
“I’m just like anyone. I cut and I bleed. And I embarrass easily.” – Michael Jackson
“The meaning of life is contained in every single expression of life. It is present in the infinity of forms and phenomena that exist in all of creation.” – Michael Jackson
“Yeah, Wacko Jacko, where did that come from? Some English tabloid. I have a heart and I have feelings. I feel that when you do that to me. It’s not nice.” – Michael Jackson
“Just because it’s in print doesn’t mean it’s the gospel.” – Michael Jackson
“And I remember going to the record studio and there was a park across the street and I’d see all the children playing and I would cry because it would make me sad that I would have to work instead.” – Michael Jackson
“I’m never pleased with anything, I’m a perfectionist, it’s part of who I am.” – Michael Jackson
“The greatest education in the world is watching the masters at work.” – Michael Jackson
“People write negatives things, cause they feel that’s what sells. Good news to them, doesn’t sell.” – Michael Jackson
“I love my family very much. I wish I could see them a little more often than I do. But we understand because we’re a show business family and we all work.” – Michael Jackson
“I wake up from dreams and go “Wow, put this down on paper.” The whole thing is strange. You hear the words, everything is right there in front of your face.” - Michael Jackson
“Because I think every child star suffers through this period because you’re not the cute and charming child that you were. You start to grow, and they want to keep you little forever.” – Michael Jackson
“And my goal in life is to give to the world what I was lucky to receive: the ecstasy of divine union through my music and my dance.” – Michael Jackson
“If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with.” – Michael Jackson
See how many people love you.
I love you so much Michael, I promise I will go see you in the neverland one day. I swear.
I miss you my friend.
Annie
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C'mon it's summer, you are free. Get to know this great person. And you will know what the world lost.
